2nd week

Come to think about it, these 2 weeks have been a roller-coaster ride for me in terms of emotion. I can be happy, sad, stress, relax, sian, at any one point during the day. I get more emotional as well - probably due to the pregnancy hormones.

For the initial few days of the 2nd week, Vernon is able to just keep quiet at night if he is awake. If he is not, he will just be awake and cry when it is feeding time or his nappy is wet (hardly). Thus, it has been easier coping him during the night. Felt happy and relax that everything is in routine and in control.

I still remember the overwhelming happiness i felt when i first saw him when i woke up this morning. the feeling is really first time of these 2 weeks.. :p

However, these 2 days, he is crying at odd interval (meaning not the usual 3 hours feeding time), making us really stress and frustrated guessing over what he wants. He seems to want more milk - but he doesn't want to sulkle the real thing at times.. making me feeling perplexed. Does he just want breastmilk in bottle - as i have conveniently pumped out most of the time? or i m not producing enough.. too many if.....

Of course, the emotions ride is also driven by many other factors... I can't wait for the first month to be over.... hope things will be better....